I always catch myself going through photos or watching videos or listening to something that I know would make me feel worse. I have no idea why I do that. Maybe it’s in our nature as human beings to re-feel the pain knowing that there are still scars and that the wounds are not fully healed. They never will as long as we have memories of the times at which these wounds opened. We enjoy reminding ourselves with times at which things went wrong, or maybe we just want to rethink about different experiences with their negative and positive sides. “What if?” is the question and the answer isn’t always what we hope for.